My heart gives to many. But my soul hurts. I love to help others but now that i need someones help it seems my family and friends cant or wont help. I know sometimes i been stomped on by the ones i love. But now i shall not ask no more for help. I got approved for my disability and it covers my rent and some things i need. But anything extra cannot be bought. I always wondered where i would be when i reached 45. This is not where i wanted to be. Wish i could find away above the water.
I have been through a marriage of abuse and manage to get out. I got a job bought my first car and felt so independant and strong. Now I feel so tired and useless
Hi i hate life right now have fibromyalgia cant work every med that they have tried i have adverse reaction to. I fixing to loose my car the first car i ever bought. Been through abusive marriage got away after 20 years. Was doing good than got sick was able to make my car payment. now i only owe 3000.00 on it and going to loose it. Why did i get this far and everything starts going wrong. Cant even take care of what i need to. Use to be a proud person.
